Ramadan--how would you feel if ~~~~~~~~?

How would you feel if you spent Ramadhan in a cell being tortured physically, mentally, emotionally & verbally. What would the state of your imaan be like? How would you feel knowing that this Eid, you'll spend your time with those people again, who've falsely accused you of being a terrorist without evidence & have detained you for upto 8 years without charge? How would you feel if the Ummah did NOTHING to help.